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Say something.



Not just anything.



Challenge me... make me think, make me remember, make me dig deep.



Ask me questions and then refuse my answers... why is that so hard???



Do you ever wonder what my world looks like? Its not what you think it is... I promise. Im a savage masquerading... the mask almost perfect... only thoes who can *Feel* me will ever understand.



I don’t want praise. I don’t want to hear the shallow words anymore. I want to know WHY... want to know what it is Im touching in people... want to know how someone as twisted and sinister as I am flies under the radar of so many.



"Your sexy!"



*Snort*



Sure I am... Im half insane... Bloodlusting... Energy Hungry... Fiendish as a motherfucker... and quite capable of inflicting more than just physical damage.



This amuses some people.



It shouldn’t.



I have a challenge in my eyes... I see the things you cannot... do the things you would not... and own every inch of myself.



Agh… the tactile quality of your self-delusion… I drink it up like wine.



*Smile*



Who will understand this?



My guess is... not many.



~A~

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Lordpeace
14:11 Mar 27 2009

they can never know their eyes are shut tight

they dont see who walks among them in daylight

they think it kind of cutesy to play at being hard

beneath all their posing they just make us bored

we sneer watching their gaming, pretending to be

underneath we have the need the desire to be free

show ourselves to the world for what we truly are

beasts that come acreeping through the blistered darkening scar



i am the worst of men but a nice animal

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Lordpeace
21:55 May 03 2009

let the beast feast

they have no comprehension

so they wont suspect a thing

their little minds think we dont exist

and that is good let them harp on vampires while we glut ourselves

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So... I had an interesting conversation with a friend the other day. Im not one to really talk Religion, but we were "Whatiffing" about christions being right, yadda, yadda...



She got this hoorified look... "What would you do??? Can you imagine??? Standing before God and being judged?"



Actually... I imagined it quite well



So... flashing in my little mind is me getting up to the golden gates in heaven, and having St. Peter reading out my list of "Sins". (That is gonna be a huge list lol) After he finishes (Or...runs out of breath...) I think I would smile up at him, ask him for a copy of the list, and use it as a Reseume for an administration position in Hell.



So... I giggled and told my little friend... She looked at me for a moment, and very deadpan said "That figures."



Oh well.... I would rather file in Hell than be board out of my ass in Heaven anyways.



*Grin*



~A~

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Lordpeace
21:58 May 03 2009

lets just take over they wont be ready for us anyway

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